1.18.2010

so i guess i'm just SO cool


that people feel like they need to buy my friendship. or imitate me. that drives me absolutely insane. you're YOU, dude -- be yourself & the self you are should be revolved around what YOU love. otherwise, you're nothing but a carbon copy -- which completely lacks what makes YOU beautiful. & in a carbon copy, you lack what makes what you're copying worth copying -- sure, you say the shit, listen to whatever, do whatever -- but when it comes down to it, you're missing what matters: heart. whoever you're copying has an individual, unattainable heart that matches that personality -- without that, you're absolutely nothing.


what makes me "beautiful ?" i dunno, i guess the things that make me who i am.

(i'd totally list them, buuuut, my stalkers might try to steal that too.)

which reminds me, speaking of beauty, i never understood why girls felt it was necessary to hop on myspace & facebook and post pictures of themselves half dressed. you know exactly what i'm talking about. it's trashy & unnattractive -- leave SOMETHING to the imagination -- it makes you worth the chase. & i dunno about the rest of you, but when a guy comments my shit going "omg yr so hot, can i fuck you?!" i feel violated. it's not flattering -- it's creepy. & then you sit and pout about how you dont have a boyfriend.


whatthefuckever. as i've said before: NOBODY LIKES HOES.


so i guess summing it all up ...

STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF -- & moreover, you're gonna find someone who loves YOU for YOU. YOU'RE personality. YOU'RE heart. what makes YOU YOU.


if the world was filled with angelicas ... it'd be a VERY dangerous place. especially bcuz the original is so damn complex that there'd never be a full copy. hahaha.


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