youtube is TOTALLY my best friend today :) okay so i was watching this, and by the end, i was tearing up. YEAH. like, i felt it. just ... whoa.
1.28.2010
i wanna dance to THIS song
white houses -- vanessa carlton. okay, so this song is all about changes and innocence blah blah blah. AND LOSING YOU'RE VIRGINITY. for sure :) hahaha i would. i totally would listen to a song like this and want to dance to it.
hmm
relatively good day -- tomorrow will be even better :) & saturday will be just amazingly wonderful.
SO, i haven't driven my car in siiiince, tuesday ? yeah, tuesday. no gas money. 1/2 a tank. & the heater doesnt come one -- not too favorable when it comes to driving if you ask me. i also hate driving. i feel so sketched out bcuz if i get one more ticket, my license gets suspended. FANFXCKINGTASTIC.
okay, so also, ive been in a heated debate with myself to straighten my hair. ive never done it & i dont think i will. loosen the curls, maybe -- just to resemble that of KE$HA'S pure awesomely awesome partynessnessness. but not straighten it, i have far too much and itll look like a wilted bush. why is straight hair so attractive ? i think its boring. like, curly hair can have SO much personality -- sure, you cant like, straighten and twist it and curl it -- but curly hair is where its at. its unique. and you can make them flat. or volumize 'em. i'm proud of my hair & the sheer amount of badass volume it attains when i want it to.
speaking of badass ...
i'll have an order of johnny knoxville with a side order of sexy. CAN YOU SUPERSIZE THAT ? BRING IT ONNN.
SO, i haven't driven my car in siiiince, tuesday ? yeah, tuesday. no gas money. 1/2 a tank. & the heater doesnt come one -- not too favorable when it comes to driving if you ask me. i also hate driving. i feel so sketched out bcuz if i get one more ticket, my license gets suspended. FANFXCKINGTASTIC.
okay, so also, ive been in a heated debate with myself to straighten my hair. ive never done it & i dont think i will. loosen the curls, maybe -- just to resemble that of KE$HA'S pure awesomely awesome partynessnessness. but not straighten it, i have far too much and itll look like a wilted bush. why is straight hair so attractive ? i think its boring. like, curly hair can have SO much personality -- sure, you cant like, straighten and twist it and curl it -- but curly hair is where its at. its unique. and you can make them flat. or volumize 'em. i'm proud of my hair & the sheer amount of badass volume it attains when i want it to.
speaking of badass ...
i'll have an order of johnny knoxville with a side order of sexy. CAN YOU SUPERSIZE THAT ? BRING IT ONNN.
1.27.2010
cheese ...
okay, so first off, whatever happened to foster's home for imaginary friends ? second, cheese's adhd resembles mine.
my life as liz
so, at first, i really didn't like the show. i thought it was lame and was like, "whoa, what did SHE do to get her own show?" i mean, there are plenty of girls like her ... social outcast; loner; individualist; doesnt give a fxck what people think -- who dont have their own show.
but it's kinda nice to watch someone who's JUST LIKE ME deal w/life. it definitely helps.
i've also given into the wonder that is ONLINE SHOPPING. DUN DUN DUN ! on the plus side, i don't have to move -- and i think that's the best part.
oh and i found this on fredflare and HAD to post it up.
HAHAHAH ! its a journal. JEALOUS.
fredflare.com
haha they have the most AMAZING shxt on there. like bandaids shaped like strips of bacon. and cool accessories & clothes -- ch-ch-ch-ch-check it out :)
started dressing cute again -- but fear not ! the t-shirts like to make appearances when i'm feeling shxtty -- which is liiiiike 4/5 days of school :) jkjkjklololol soo i made it a definite goal to buy a shirt from univ. of hawaii, LSU, and univ. of monroe. REP LOUISIANA BABYY <33 as soon as funds are in order :)
today wasn't SO bad. nothing too epic going on except kicking ass in dance again :) oh, and apparently, i'm good a DRAWRING. yes, drawring.
started dressing cute again -- but fear not ! the t-shirts like to make appearances when i'm feeling shxtty -- which is liiiiike 4/5 days of school :) jkjkjklololol soo i made it a definite goal to buy a shirt from univ. of hawaii, LSU, and univ. of monroe. REP LOUISIANA BABYY <33 as soon as funds are in order :)
today wasn't SO bad. nothing too epic going on except kicking ass in dance again :) oh, and apparently, i'm good a DRAWRING. yes, drawring.
1.26.2010
watching teen mom
maci is definitely my favorite; bcuz bentley is the cutest & ryan's a dick. okay, anyway. can i just say that life for me is going about a mile a minute & i'm going through hell to keep up ?
i can't even begin to explain. but oh well, this is my lifeee. turnabout's on saturday & THAT'S gonna be a good fkn time. yeyeyeye :)
i can't even begin to explain. but oh well, this is my lifeee. turnabout's on saturday & THAT'S gonna be a good fkn time. yeyeyeye :)
1.22.2010
because i am a queen
i'm fucking cute. i may not be as cute as some -- but i'm not hideous. i figured that out today :) haha lovelovelove india arie right now :)
"am i less of a lady if i don't wear pantyhose ?
my mama says a lady aint what she wears but what she knows;
but i've drawn a conclusion, this is all an illusion --
confusion's the name of the game; a misconception - a mass deception;
something's gotta change"
thank goodness
for best friends, tarot cards, shmoddy shmots, big vans, big plans, ruined plans, laughing about aforementioned plans, meaty pizzas, being a bitch about EVERYONE, hating cockblockers, haterade ...
that sums up my night.
& a little help from my friends.
HAHAHA. btw, i'm cuter. and he said so; he'd much rather chill w/me -- but whatever -- life goes on :) haha, its even better when you've listed in your head 2 boys you'd go to turnabout with, but they've both been asked, only to find out they'd rather be going with you bcuz you're fun and one of their good friends. HAHAHA. i love my life.
that sums up my night.
& a little help from my friends.
HAHAHA. btw, i'm cuter. and he said so; he'd much rather chill w/me -- but whatever -- life goes on :) haha, its even better when you've listed in your head 2 boys you'd go to turnabout with, but they've both been asked, only to find out they'd rather be going with you bcuz you're fun and one of their good friends. HAHAHA. i love my life.
... *starts walking away & singing*
"i'm sorry if i stole your [boy];
i'm sorry if [he] likes me more than [he] ever liked you --
[he] never liked you --
i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry if i stole you [boy]"
1.21.2010
tomorrow is a new day
indeed it is. too bad trying to maintain perfection in school takes a toll on me. & i realized today that i will fail drawing -- bcuz i'm just terrible at drawing. TERRIBLE.
whatever :)
whatever :)
miles from where you are,
so, i was reading Love Letters -- 150 Letters You Were Never Meant to See & stumbled across this one. so i whipped out my phone, and took a picture :) i figured it matched.today sucked. really bad. all day, my zune was on repeat; "set fire to the third bar" -- snow patrol <3 yes, the one from the overplayed Dear John previews -- okay, let me say that if that movie doesn't make me cry, i want a refund. if they change it in any way, shape, or form, i'll be very upset. the book is absolutely beautiful.
that song matches that picture exactly :(
"i find a map & draw a straight line;
over rivers, farms, & state lines.
the distance from 'a' to where you'd 'b' --
it's only finger-lengths that i see"
back to my suckass day. it sucked. point. blank. period. yeah.
1.19.2010
all smiles :)
just got back from a coffee run w/jordan. we just go out, and talk for hours about everything and anything that comes to mind. apparently, i'm just a misunderstood tomboy that's fairly cute :) i can dig it -- i guess it kinda explains why i don't have many "friends" ... or a "clique"
just a buttfxck load of acquaintances and a small group of very close, very trusted friends.
whatever though; i may be misunderstood, misplaced, out of touch, shy, complex, crazy, loud, tomboy, girly -- whatever -- that's what you think :) its just a matter of accepting that you're not gonna understand everyone you run into and classify them right off the bat. my goal in life isn't to confuse people or push them away -- it's just to be me.
like i've said before -- either get with it, or get on without it.
<3angelica
"... even when the coffee runs cold, the conversation carries on" :) my life is awesome. now, time to play call of duty.
just a buttfxck load of acquaintances and a small group of very close, very trusted friends.
whatever though; i may be misunderstood, misplaced, out of touch, shy, complex, crazy, loud, tomboy, girly -- whatever -- that's what you think :) its just a matter of accepting that you're not gonna understand everyone you run into and classify them right off the bat. my goal in life isn't to confuse people or push them away -- it's just to be me.
like i've said before -- either get with it, or get on without it.
<3angelica
"... even when the coffee runs cold, the conversation carries on" :) my life is awesome. now, time to play call of duty.
8th semester senior
let's give a run down of my day ... class by class :)
1stperiod (advanced math): lame, class expectations. blah blah blah. then books & got homework. laaaame !
2ndperiod (ap spanish 5): same old, same old. passed my final with a 73% ! new grammar lesson. got homeworkkkk.
3rdperiod (consumer management): probably the most useful class i'll be taking. its all life skills ... like budgeting, buying a house, interviews, taxes ... that kinda stuff.
4thperiod (lunch): stayed in. definitely not gonna do it anymore.
5thperiod (journalistic writing): got homework. class expectations. all good though
6thperiod (drawing&printmaking): hold up, let me say that i CANNOT draw. my counselor made me take this class. hahaha
7thperiod (dance 2): praise the little lord jesus ! something i can excel at. talked to jaffee about audtioning for orchesis. she told me to get my back leg straight & i should be okay :) GOOD NEWWWWS ! oh and a getting to know you activity.
8thperiod (government): cute teacher. getting to know you activity. blah. small class of 14
sooo school was decent. i figure it should be decent this semester. no more physics :)
so i'm content.
1stperiod (advanced math): lame, class expectations. blah blah blah. then books & got homework. laaaame !
2ndperiod (ap spanish 5): same old, same old. passed my final with a 73% ! new grammar lesson. got homeworkkkk.
3rdperiod (consumer management): probably the most useful class i'll be taking. its all life skills ... like budgeting, buying a house, interviews, taxes ... that kinda stuff.
4thperiod (lunch): stayed in. definitely not gonna do it anymore.
5thperiod (journalistic writing): got homework. class expectations. all good though
6thperiod (drawing&printmaking): hold up, let me say that i CANNOT draw. my counselor made me take this class. hahaha
7thperiod (dance 2): praise the little lord jesus ! something i can excel at. talked to jaffee about audtioning for orchesis. she told me to get my back leg straight & i should be okay :) GOOD NEWWWWS ! oh and a getting to know you activity.
"name and favorite color"
"angelica. i'm a senior. & my favorite colors are black and navy blue"
"of course ... navy blue"
{the class didn't get it. so she told me to explain}
"well ... its easier if i include it in my intro ... hi, i'm angelica. i'm a senior. i like military men & long walks on the beach."
HAHAHAH.8thperiod (government): cute teacher. getting to know you activity. blah. small class of 14
sooo school was decent. i figure it should be decent this semester. no more physics :)
so i'm content.
figured it out;
i want TWO tattoos. but i think my first is gonna be either ... where miley cyrus has hers ... or on my wrist. & it'll say "stay true" in a cursive, scrawly, scripty writing. yep :) i was really excited when i thought about it in class.
then the second will be my nautical stars on either my hips or behind my ear. we'll have to see :) 18th birthday's coming up quick !
then the second will be my nautical stars on either my hips or behind my ear. we'll have to see :) 18th birthday's coming up quick !
1.18.2010
kaaay so.
18th birthday. gotta have a rite of passage. hmmm. i wonder. SO many possibilitiesss. i mean, you could go buy a lottery ticket. or get cigarettes. register 
to vote. HAVE A DEBUT (like i might). uhm ... get your juvenile crimes & shit cleared. hmmm oh and get pierced w/o a parent present. no curfew. no real obligation to go to school. get your license updated. learn to file taxes (HAHAHA). watch porn.
to vote. HAVE A DEBUT (like i might). uhm ... get your juvenile crimes & shit cleared. hmmm oh and get pierced w/o a parent present. no curfew. no real obligation to go to school. get your license updated. learn to file taxes (HAHAHA). watch porn. buuut i'll settle on tattoos. i know what i want. not sure where yet :)
so i guess i'm just SO cool
that people feel like they need to buy my friendship. or imitate me. that drives me absolutely insane. you're YOU, dude -- be yourself & the self you are should be revolved around what YOU love. otherwise, you're nothing but a carbon copy -- which completely lacks what makes YOU beautiful. & in a carbon copy, you lack what makes what you're copying worth copying -- sure, you say the shit, listen to whatever, do whatever -- but when it comes down to it, you're missing what matters: heart. whoever you're copying has an individual, unattainable heart that matches that personality -- without that, you're absolutely nothing.
what makes me "beautiful ?" i dunno, i guess the things that make me who i am.
(i'd totally list them, buuuut, my stalkers might try to steal that too.)
which reminds me, speaking of beauty, i never understood why girls felt it was necessary to hop on myspace & facebook and post pictures of themselves half dressed. you know exactly what i'm talking about. it's trashy & unnattractive -- leave SOMETHING to the imagination -- it makes you worth the chase. & i dunno about the rest of you, but when a guy comments my shit going "omg yr so hot, can i fuck you?!" i feel violated. it's not flattering -- it's creepy. & then you sit and pout about how you dont have a boyfriend.
which reminds me, speaking of beauty, i never understood why girls felt it was necessary to hop on myspace & facebook and post pictures of themselves half dressed. you know exactly what i'm talking about. it's trashy & unnattractive -- leave SOMETHING to the imagination -- it makes you worth the chase. & i dunno about the rest of you, but when a guy comments my shit going "omg yr so hot, can i fuck you?!" i feel violated. it's not flattering -- it's creepy. & then you sit and pout about how you dont have a boyfriend.
whatthefuckever. as i've said before: NOBODY LIKES HOES.
so i guess summing it all up ...
STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF -- & moreover, you're gonna find someone who loves YOU for YOU. YOU'RE personality. YOU'RE heart. what makes YOU YOU.
if the world was filled with angelicas ... it'd be a VERY dangerous place. especially bcuz the original is so damn complex that there'd never be a full copy. hahaha.
<3
1.17.2010
next piercinggg
i'm not even gonna ask; i'm just gonna do it. hahahah take that ! industrialindustrialindustrial
dear cutest boy on earth,
I LOVE YOU <3
x4327943543
so i logged back onto twitter today. its like, a cyber party for me today ! i even got on & screwed with myspace. hahah. no facebook though. that shxt's laaaame.
www.twitter.com/angelica_baby
^^follow me^^
x4327943543
so i logged back onto twitter today. its like, a cyber party for me today ! i even got on & screwed with myspace. hahah. no facebook though. that shxt's laaaame.
www.twitter.com/angelica_baby
^^follow me^^
uhm,
angelica's billboard top 20 for this week
1. your love is my drug: ke$ha
2. disgusting: ke$ha
3. mr. watson: ke$ha
4. dat new new: kid cudi
5. aint no rest for the wicked: cage the elephant
6. yes: lmfao
7. i am not a whore: lmfao
8. converting vegetarians: infected mushroom
9. us: regina spektor
10. waiting for my real life to begin: colin hay
11. steal my sunshine: len
12. soundtrack 2 my life: kid cudi
13. i'll run: the cab
14. the dance: charlotte martin
15. fever for the flava: hot action cop
16. what do you say: mickey avalon
17. i'm on a boat :)
18. save a horse, ride a cowboy: big n rich ;)
19. she has a girlfriend now: reel big fish
20. buzzin: shwayze
listen to them & it'll be like i'm with you ! :) hahahah, kidding. jokejokejoke. not really though. but that is the uhm .. mood ? for this week.
new semester. 3 & a half day week. sounds good to meee.
1. your love is my drug: ke$ha
2. disgusting: ke$ha
3. mr. watson: ke$ha
4. dat new new: kid cudi
5. aint no rest for the wicked: cage the elephant
6. yes: lmfao
7. i am not a whore: lmfao
8. converting vegetarians: infected mushroom
9. us: regina spektor
10. waiting for my real life to begin: colin hay
11. steal my sunshine: len
12. soundtrack 2 my life: kid cudi
13. i'll run: the cab
14. the dance: charlotte martin
15. fever for the flava: hot action cop
16. what do you say: mickey avalon
17. i'm on a boat :)
18. save a horse, ride a cowboy: big n rich ;)
19. she has a girlfriend now: reel big fish
20. buzzin: shwayze
listen to them & it'll be like i'm with you ! :) hahahah, kidding. jokejokejoke. not really though. but that is the uhm .. mood ? for this week.
new semester. 3 & a half day week. sounds good to meee.
gooooood morning <3
i've fully accepted that i'm a drama queen & that everyday, my world is coming to a crashing end due to one small thing or another :)
but hey -- either get with it, or get on without it.
half the time, i don't give a shit. but the other half, all hell breaks loose. this morning, it was that i was forced to eat pancakes. which are nasty. yuck. last night it was that i suddenly remembered that a certain mr. channing tatum (yeah, you know him. tall. hot. hot. muscular. hot. MINE.) is married to some nobody actress. whatever channing, i'm better & you'll realize it :)
buuut until then, i guess i'm stuck with you :) and you know who YOU are. hardyharhar.
OKAY. wait, hold up a minute. an ex boyfriend texts you after pretending you weren't alive for the past 6 months telling you how much he misses you and loves you -- even though he has a girlfriend, do you:
a) ignore him back. fuck that fucker.
b) make him jealous.
c) talk & be best fraaaans again.
i go with option a. boys are dumb, ya digg ?
but hey -- either get with it, or get on without it.
half the time, i don't give a shit. but the other half, all hell breaks loose. this morning, it was that i was forced to eat pancakes. which are nasty. yuck. last night it was that i suddenly remembered that a certain mr. channing tatum (yeah, you know him. tall. hot. hot. muscular. hot. MINE.) is married to some nobody actress. whatever channing, i'm better & you'll realize it :)
buuut until then, i guess i'm stuck with you :) and you know who YOU are. hardyharhar.
OKAY. wait, hold up a minute. an ex boyfriend texts you after pretending you weren't alive for the past 6 months telling you how much he misses you and loves you -- even though he has a girlfriend, do you:
a) ignore him back. fuck that fucker.
b) make him jealous.
c) talk & be best fraaaans again.
i go with option a. boys are dumb, ya digg ?
1.16.2010
I'M GONNA CRY.
i've read the book 7 times <3 i get all choked up watching the preview. someone take me to that movie and hold meeee :( VICTORIA ! hahah
.... by the way ....
i've accepted that you have yet to realize exactly where you should be; but when you do, you'll find a way to get there -- & i'll be waiting.
<3 angelica
victoria rose;
my partner in crime :) i'd be an absolute mess without her -- literally. its like she's my conscious or something. & she has been fondly renamed as my wife <3
i love you babygirl :) hahah
keep dreaming all you -- dreamers :)
<3angelica
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