staaay with meeee

so, no school today -- didn't get much accomplished other than ordering a boutonnieres (damn these french words) -- shit, you know, those flower things you attempt not to stab into your date's nipple? yeah, those. and bought a new hoodie. with fur in the hood. HELL TO THE YESS.

mmmm, went to the mall, and took pictures. asdfghjkl; i really went to get a little purse for saturday night -- but didn't buy jack shit. i guess i'll go with my mommy tomorrow; she tends to get things done {and pay at least half}.


favorite part of today: "are you filipino? like, you mixxed, right?"..."yeah i am"...."daaamn, girl, you got the body of a black girl and the face of an angel!"
;)


fortune cookie said: "your choices at the moment will be good ones. trust yourself." well, i made a bigbigBIG; choice today. stayinTRUE;

backtoschooltomorrow.
GAY.

yeah, gonna go do some HOMOwork. sorry if i offend you, but hey, nobody asked you to read this shit. &+ i'm in bad mood omega. too much shit on my mind;

boy, you'll be leaving on a jet plane; &+ i wont know when you'll be back again <|3

WHUDDAFXUP.

daaaamn,
leave it up to everyone else in the world to start some drama.
:)

it's okay though;
i figured out what i want, and if you don't agree with it, then i guess that's your idea.

<33

mmmm,

good daaay, considering it IS Wednesday :)

began my quest to start being nicer and less...bitchy and reserved? i guess it's okay. it's different, y'know -- talking to people, but it IS kinda nice. you're wondering what sparked this change of heart? well, i figured out that i wont talk to someone unless they talk to me first -- which usually doesn't happen, and that person probably thinks i'm really stuck up. thank you, america ferrera. i suggest you all pick up the new issue of Seventeen and read her interview. then, re-read it. :)
"...It's so empowering to make girls your friends instead of your competitors. What I've learned is, Don't waste your time judging people, because more often than not, you're off base. And you'd be shocked to know what they think about you -- where you meet someone and they're like, "I thought you were stuck up." And you're like, "What?!? I've been sitting here waiting for you to talk to me!" I really wish I had understood that in high school. You really have to give people a chance. When you stop putting labels on people, you open the door for surprise." - america ferrera.

Anywaaaay, I've also become more comfortable in my own skin. Reaaaally.

&nd I told him I was going to make him eggrolls -- the Filipino kind. THEY DON'T HAVE DOG IN THEM. I make them with my mommy -- she taught meeee.

off to do some homework.
and such.
suchsuchsuch.

GOOD FREAKING DAY.

eventfulllll ;)

EVENTFULLLL, MUCH! jeeeeez. i have no idea where to start. i guess i'll start with the fact that i have a car now :) like, it's mine. at my house! except, i have no license -- on the real. but novemberrrrr, FUCKYEAHFUCKYEAH!

i've learned to let go, and it seems like the next day, a new door swung open and gave me a real reason to smile that wasn't just a text message or a phone call.

i got a daaaaate for homecoming ;) mhmmm. can we saaaay, YAY?! &nd the only bad part are all the questions that follow. "Doesn't he have a girlfriend?" No. (COMMON SENSE SAYS: if he did, he's not the kinda guy that would ask someone else.) Fucking 'tards. i also have a dress :) it's yeeeeellow. mhmmm. YELLOW. LIKE A FLOWERRR.

haha, overly giddy. school's good. LIFE'S GOOD.

errrthang good :)
off to do homeworkkkk <33
lovetolovehim.

seriouslyyy,

walking on aaaair; listening to love soooongs; laughing for no reasonnnn....
baby, baby, you got me.

goood day. late starts are always a plus :) mainly because teachers have no idea what to do with the day because apparently, ten minutes taken from their schedules are SO epic :)

algebra II was easayyyy.
spanish IV was laaaame, as always.
creative writing was the best class ever -- no work. at all ;)
us history was, well, easy.
p.e. was gooood.
american lit was so friggen easy.
human gen was kinda fun.
therefore, my day rocked (if you forget the fact that i left my phone in the same spot i left it in two weeks ago; lol).

things are finally finally looking up, to be utterly honest. ever since i decided to let go. and you can think of one or two things i may have "let go," but honestly, i've let go of EVERYTHING. because if it ain't growing with me, shiettt, i'll grow without it.

oh, if you're absolutely DYING to know: my car is a '92 Sable that's purple. PURPLE IS THE SICKEST COLOR! :) it just needs work -- oh, and a driver with a license (which will be meeee!)

attempting to keep my father away from my computer. he's used it to its limits this week. and i had to half-ass a paper for us history (does it matter if i'm getting 100% in that class?)

can i declare that i'm officially STOKED for the football game friday? a) because my best frienddddd, rio, is coming alonggg; b) asldfjladsjfas !

also, as a ending thought, i wish T.I. would come rescue me from Pizza Hell and gimme "whatever i like." ;) yeah, T.I. AND Soulja Boy! TOGETHER. mmmmm ;)

gooood life

MMMM, yeahh, boss called as I was getting ready for work and said, "It's really slow today, so I was thinking that you don't have to come in!" [yayayayay!] Meaning I'm going to bed eaaaarly tonight, this way, I can wake up feeling pretty good. (sorry late-night callers -- I'm gonna be sleeeeping for once).

As of late, everything seems to be going in my direction (if you disregard the lack of sleep and such events). I bought my xBox 360. OHHH YES I DID! Oh, and I found out that I may be getting a carrrrr. I don't even have a license. Hehe.

Still looking for a homecoming date ;) But definitely have someone in mind, who, I hope, has me in mind as well. Because I'm not about to say yes to any chump that can put on a dress shirt and call himself my "date." I do have standards.

Friday night, Rio's cominggg :) and we're gonna go hit up the game and watch some boyyys. OH. and Saturday -- dress shopping and such. such such such. with cute sailors on the premises ;)

Off to shower, then do homework, then play some xBox -- in bed by 10:30 kthnx. <33

running with the cosmic horn...

It's true, the cosmic horn has made it's return.
Bigger, badder, UGLIER.
....most of you have NO idea what I'm going on about -- good thing, too -- you might think badly of me :)
new plan of attack is kind of rocky.
it'll get better soooon.
<3333
all i want is your love; <|3
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by the way, a "friend" isn't supposed to tell you that you don't have a chance with someone you like. you can defend yourself by saying you're being a good friend. BUT YOU'RE FUCKING NOT. now, it's your fucking fault that i can't confidently say what i need to say to him. YOU'RE A FUCKING DOUCHEBAG.

whoaa

two posts in one day can only mean one thinggggg. I'M FRIGGEN HAPPY AND EXCITED AND I DON'T KNOW WHYYYY! I'M FRIGGEN HAPPY AND EXCITED AND I DON'T KNOW WHYYYY! I'M FRIGGEN HAPPY AND EXCITED AND I DON'T KNOW WHYYYY! I'M FRIGGEN HAPPY AND EXCITED AND I DON'T KNOW WHYYYY! I'M FRIGGEN HAPPY AND EXCITED AND I DON'T KNOW WHYYYY! I'M FRIGGEN HAPPY AND EXCITED AND I DON'T KNOW WHYYYY! I'M FRIGGEN HAPPY AND EXCITED AND I DON'T KNOW WHYYYY! <33 asjdflkjdsalkfjsdoifvjdsafdoismoicad! omggggggz. spaaaaaazzing, all because seeing you online made my stomach drop all the way down and the killer, mutant butterflies attacked my insidessss.

gonna go watch lords of dogtown <33
ifreakingloveemilehirsch.

GAAAH

Fell asleep in human genetics. Had a dream about him; and now, the air is forever sucked outta me. I would tell you all about it, but I mean, come onnn, my lips are sealed.
My favorite part about this entire crush fiasco is that he still doesn't have a clue -___-

If i ever teach you anything,
anonymity is probably the biggest mistake of your life.

Sitting here, listening to my never-ending Ne-Yo playlist. This boy knows exactly what to say and how to say it. Why don't I?
Kali has just demanded that I stop thinking about it. Therefore, I'm not thinking about it.
Louisiana this Octoberrrr <33 style="font-style: italic;">

Watch, I'mma be back with a little ghetto country accent.
(so worth it, I need to get out of here for a minute.)

Homework to doooo <33 Gotta do it with Bow Wow blastinggg. Yeah, definitely not gonna do homework right NOW -- but I do have to finish this up :)

xoxo, Angelica