you're just another

picture to BURN;

ex boyfriends;

are nothing but trouble, ya diggg ?
always texting at the worst possible second >.<
not that like, they're irreplaceable, but they all made me into what i am. so thanks for that. & taught me to love with all my heart.

and look where i am now. i'm [i n l o v e)

sorry, but you're my past --
lets keep it that way, okay ? <3

word.

THINGS THAT GIRLS THINK GUYS SHOULD KNOW

1. Don't ever lie to us, we always find out.
2. We don't enjoy talking dirty to you as much as you enjoy listening.
3. Don't say you understand when you don't.
4. Girls are petty, get over it.
5. You don't have PMS; don't act like you know what it's like.
6. sweet talk will always get you off the hook.
7. If you talk about having a big dick, we know you don't.
8. Size does matter.
9. We don't like it when you act like Mr Big; we like it when you are Mr Big.
10. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys.
11. No matter what you say, your ex girlfriend is a hoe.
12. It's good to be sensitive, sometimes.
13. If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize.
14. Be spontaneous, dinner and a movie won't always cut it.
15. We are self-conscious by nature, we can't help it.
16. We are drama queens.
17. Fashion police do exist.
18. Don't ask us to give head; if you are nice you just might get it.
19. We absolutely do not care about monster trucks, car systems, paintball or anything else you and your friends talk about.
20. Hugs and kisses must be given at all times.
21. We don't shave our legs every day, get over it.
22. Don't make bets about us, we always find out.
23. Shave- no matter how cool you think it looks, we hate it.
24. Even is you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emitt other strange gases from your body, it is not.
25. Don't compare our breasts with Pamela Anderson's, hers are fake.
26. It is not cool to shoot snot rockets.
27. We are beautiful, but make-up helps.
28. We will always think we are fat so humor us and tell us we aren't.
29. You can shoot hoops, score a goal, knock down big fat guys, and hit a little baseball with a stick so why the hell can't you piss in the toilet and not on it.
30. Just because we don't have dicks doesn't mean u can't pass us the ball.
31. Most importantly- we are always right- so don't forget it.

st jays <3

just a picture from the summer <3>

ilovemystjayscadet <3

dear hair genie,

give me hair like vanessa hudgens. by like, tomorrow morning ? okay okay, the weekend. sound good ?

i thought so too.

HA.

i realized that the truth hurts -- so we lie. like when yr all, "omg you were so cool" & you really meant, "stfu hoe, i never liked you" i think i only do it when people say they miss me though. hahah, i only miss you when i talk to you :)

so, the boys started confessing like, today and last night.
if it wasn't: "i really liked you back then & i still think yr beautiful"
then it was: "i really miss talkin to you -- you were like my best friend"

seriously ? that's NOT my fault. so i guess all i can do is shrug my shoulders & say "oh really ?"

cuz i never woulda guessed :T

if you've heard the song

beautiful by eminem;
you get me.

and i guess i should make some goals or something for this school year. lets start with like, four. and work our way up.

1. GPA up 1 point (3.6)
2. stop procrastinating
3. stop disliking people
4. SEN10RS. show 'em who's boss.

thug storyyy

lmfao.
disturbed.

S A I L O R S;

needa stop staring at other dudes girls. like legit. just watched 5 of 'em get their asses kicked in Army Wives.

now, boys, i love ya & respect the fuck outta ya --
but keep your eyes on the sea <3

too much

on my mind lately :/ the past two weeks were focused on pretty much using up the last bit of summer i had, ya diggg ? school starts wednesday; woopdeefkndoo.

but i guess things got R O U G H starting
friday morning.

when tony's football coach called him, bitching about him being late for football camp & if he didn't get up there ASAP, they'd make him run. HARD. so, that was like 11:46 AM ... and he left by about 1:07 PM. quick goodbye. quick trip to the 7-11. quick this. quick that. goodbye, for only God knows how long.

then work came along. i do NOT wanna talk about it.

then, saturday got worse.


well, that's a lie. saturday NIGHT was bad. my mommy bought me a kickass Juicy Couture necklace. sorrow solved by shopping. like legit.


& then i went to work. where it was busy from 5 o'clock until 11:30. straight up busy. no break. no silence. just ring. ring. ring.

today sucked too.
eh, that's a lie too. i kidnapped my kali baby and went to the mall & made fun of people over some teriyaki chicken. bought new undies & a t-shirt. then i went to work. 'nuff said. called tony; talked for h o u r s; like old times and said goodnight so he could wake up for football practice.

lame shit. story of my life. time to go lay down & start that summer reading shit i was supposed to do.

hurt;

why is everyone's intention to hurt me ? no, that's not fair. why is it that EVERYONE hurts me, whether on purpose or not ? today's a bad day already.

i woke up this morning and got dressed with intention to give my car a little TLC and go surprise tony. well the car didn't start. SO i was like, "well, i can just walk to go surprise him." & you know what ? HE WASN'T THERE. & isn't answering his phone. i really don't care now. SPEAK OF THE DEVIL, he just texted me. goodmorning to you too, asshole. & i still have to go to work tonight. should be LOVELY. & i might kill a bitch one of these days.

if you know i don't like someone, and you say you don't, why keep hanging out with them as soon as they ask ? it's not fair. i bust my ass while you go out with my enemies. that's awesome. you're awesome. FUCK YOU.

angelica <3
(by the way, that's not my car. that's the type; mine's just purple)

PIZZASLUUUT.

getting ready for a good 13 hours of work today.
YAY.