6.23.2010

it all started with a text

this boyy x3>
i remember exactly how we met & how we talked for a month and a half before you asked me out (which was two weeks before we actually saw each other). i remember trying to impress you & how nervous i was to call you and talk to you. i remember traveling up to st.jays for the first time and feeling like i was visiting a prison. i remember when you first came out of the door and i was standing in the snow, covering my face because i was afraid of you - you were drinking a red powerade and your lips were red & you held your arms out to give me a hug. i remember the first time we danced & our first fight. i remember the first time. i remember when you met my parents & we told them that you went to antioch so my dad would approve. i remember my dad not approving :) i remember making enemies with your exes. i remember the first time i said "i love you" on Christmas Eve over the phone. i remember going to that lacrosse game of yours. i remember making and losing friends with you & realizing we're better off without them. i remember waiting for open weekends so i could see you. i remember the fights: every.single.one. i remember when everything fell apart. i remember when we fell apart. i remember coming together stronger than ever -- like nothing ever happened. i remember when you told me you wanted to enlist in the army. i remember how supportive you were when i told you i'd be going to school in Hawaii.
.... i remember it all, you know.
but there's one thing that's always constant:
me. and. you.