i told you so.

it's hard to watch someone's life go down the shitter -- especially when you love them to death. even harder to have to watch two of them at the same time.

and no matter what advice you give -- you're still U N H E A R D.

lately these days, its like no one's listening to me. like i dont matter or some shit. that's fine. i'll matter to someone when i separate myself from them, right ? "omg where've you been ? i missed you. i have so much to tell you" or "why dont you talk to me?" or my personal favorite "do you hate me?"

whatever. whatever happens. happens i guess.