don't know what to think;

no clue what's going on; but for now, pleasepleaseplease leave me in the dark. i'd much rather not know the truth at this point. you mean too much to me now. i'd rather be clueless than to not have you <|3

it is, indeed, that time where i should start drumming up some resolutions and think of the ones i perhaps ... forgot ;)

last year, i think it went kinda like this:
1) get closer to him [oh yes, because that went as planned]
2) lose weight [if you must know, over the course of the year, i've lost 10 lbs!]
3) love my best friends foreverandeverandever [duuuh.]
4) amazing boyfriend [mission afknccomplished]
5) think about the future [thought about it, then forgot about it]
6) livelivelive it up ! [hell to the yeaaaaah !]

so, about those new ones. i believe i have a grand total of two so far:
1) keep my amazing boyfriend as mine.
2) stop procrastinating. end of story

whatever, i still have two weeks. i'm sure i can find a billion things to fix by then :) now, if you don't mind, i've had four weeks to do a project that i'm attempting to do in one night -- maybe #2 on the aforementioned list should become #1. BAHAHAH !

goodnight&goodbye ;)
teehee;