violating all my rules;

falling faster than ever before; not thinking before acting -- this is all wrong. but it feels like i don't give a damn. i'm usually very sensible when it comes to things like this; always overthinking the situation and making decisions based on my pessimistic mind -- but not this time &it feels like i'm flying at a hundred miles per hour into something i have no clue what it's all about.

and i like it.

but nothing scares me more than not thinking;
yet, it feels kinda sorta alright.

sentences of yours, are running throughout my head; searching for a chance to catch my breath <33