today;

i wrote him a story &+ sent it; sent my love, my heart, my feelings, my rage -- everything -- so he can feel it.

this is called closure.

&+ i'm ready to get back out there.

i'll always love him; but wont always be in love with him -- and for now, our book is on the lowest shelf, just in case i need to open it again;

because boy, if you said that you love me, i'd run to you in a heartbeat.
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